If I Don't Back Out...

There are many, many things I could achieve and be successful at if I didn't back out, which is something I tend to do quite frequently.  I struggle so much with confidence and self-esteem issues that I never feel adequate or smart enough to achieve my goals.  Whether it is writing and maintaining my blog or trying out new endeavors, I tend to let progress fall by the wayside.  It's never intentional.  Many obstacles come about such as depression and illness that derail me from whatever path I'm pursuing at the moment.  I usually get right back on when the issue passes but lately it's been at a stand still.

These writing prompts are giving me reasons to write again.  The topics may not have to do with chronic migraines, depression or fibromyalgia.  However, they are bringing me back to the world of blogging.  I do have one particular idea in mind that I think will be fun to do and can be successful.  It's in the planning phase and I will have help in putting it together.  Instead of putting the pressure on myself to do it all in one sitting, I am taking my time and allowing myself to build up my confidence level to the point where I no longer feel discouraged.  I don't plan on backing out.  It just might take me some time to get to the finish line.